the ping pong song

"do you know what it feels like..luvin someone that's in a rush to throw you away?"

hmmmm. it's soo hurtin..ayt?
This song distracts me so much. Its bothering me for like days now. It speaks of GOODBYEs; which I, really HATE. There are a lot of changes in my daily routine right now that I still can't accept. I haven't moved on yet. And it's soo hard for me. It's killing me each and every second of the day.

First is the end of the Killerbee's OK Show.
DJ Iceman, who's an asset of the station..or shall I say a big name in the industry has left. I soo loved this radio jock, along with his co-host, DJ Rod Rodriguez. Their show was like a meal for me..a very sumptuous dinner meal, I should say. Not only me, but also my ditse. It has been part of our daily lives, our stress booster and company on every lazy nights. On DJ Iceman's last night..we really went at the booth and bid this great guy a goodbye. [or 'bad'bye? coz we're like cryin there as he had his last words.]
Sad to say it has to end. :c

Misery #2 is my never-ending heart problem.
I had this friend of mine..whose been soo soo special to me. I treated him as VIP in my life. I thought we have a connection [a friendly one]. I thought we share the same anxieties and happiness in life coz i thought again that we are what they call..'bestfriends'. yeah we call each other as one but that's so yesterday. Things aren't the same now. We have done so much, we have croossed the border lines. And I think it is the reason why our 'friendship' is about to end. [or ended? :c]

watever. watever. watever!!!!!
conclusion: IT HURTS SO MUCH.

"do you know? do you know? do you know? do ya?"