FOR HER.

today was a very not-so-good day for me. i've been again, overruled by laziness. i've done nothing productive. really. i just crawled into bed. slept. ate. slept. read. surf for nonsense things. hadn't even taken a look at my unfinished paperworks. why melai why? why so lazy? is it because your so drained each and every day for the past few weeks? maybe the weather made you sluggish? or is it just because your becoming EMO again? thinking about those dramas, inviting the negative thoughts which makes you drown, feel empty, sick, distressed, resent, stuck, numb, dysfunctional and all? waaaaah. emo.emo.emo!

but despite these nega thingies, this day has been very special not for me but some people, some VIPs of my life.
to start off, it's my mother's birthday. she's turning 57 now. she's getting old, really. but she's still working. i guess she really loves her job. i wanna go home, or to wherever she is but i just can't. my weekend is fully booked- all for school events. ugh. i'm so body and brain-drained. i just wish her a hapee hapee birthday! =)
second, my dear superfriend, jocylou passed the november 2oo8 nursing licensure exam! she's now a certified RN. how's that? good for them. it's really their day.
and so, i have to be happy. for them.