bye, FM.

"3 stars and a sun, in one sky, so high, I live and die, and die will I for my Motherland."

"I use my pen to drop science and use inkblots and stains to erase the remaining pain."

"The world's cursed with methods so perverse. Watch the universe in reverse.

"Thoughts would emerge everytime I get the urge to write on a pad all the thoughts. We write the right rhymes so don't try to bite mine."

FrancisM, Kiko, The Man from Manila, or the Master Rapper as what people know him, died at age 44 last midnoon of March 6, 2009 after being diagnosed with acute myelogenous leukemia for seven months. A rapper, songwriter, producer, actor, breakdancer, director, and photographer, he was considered a legend in the Philippine Entertainment Industry particularly in music. He is highly respected in the rap scene, pioneered the merging of rap with pinoy rock and was a great influence to all other Filipino artists in that genre as well. FM's death is really a big loss to the industry. The Philippine government just announced that FM will be posthumuosly awarded the National Medal of Merit, for his contributions in promoting patriotism through music and even to his clothing line as well. should be.
condolences to FM's family. you may be gone physically, but in our hearts, you'll forever be alive. =)

**for all you guys out there who want to relive the memories [photos, vid] of francis m, vist his site: francismagalona.multiply.com

UNTITLED.

below is my poem personally written in the four walls of the Physics Lab last i-can't-remember-the-exact-date. LOL.
this is by far the first time that i hardly find a suiting title for my work.
can somebody help me for my poem's title?
any suggestions?...
::

are you aware?
do you even care?
i've been a mess,
so sick and distressed.

it was a mistake
letting you go.
pushing you away.
waving goodbye.
wish i didn't utter such lies.
from this young, innocent
to a weakling, manipulative fool

how could you love me
with so much sincerity?
when all i did was
to treat you so badly?

you were determined.
i was uncertain.
you stood up and stayed.
i saw, and nothing i did.

are you aware?
do you even care?
you've been blinded
stupid and obsessed.

FULL BLAST!

whew! last week was soooo much fun. t'was twice much enjoyable than i thought. i was uber sagad to the bones HAPEE =) =) =). so many reasons to celebrate. party. get wasted? [lol.hindi na.hehe]. party and party! =) and i'd like to enumerate 'em. [yabang ano? walang papalag, blog ko toh! (evil laugh)]
*again, JOCYLOU P. CORAJE, RN
*DREAMS party landslide[almost]
*BSIT-2A landed the 2nd place in the Speech Choir 'o9 with a score of 9o.66%
*wala akong bagsak dis term. weeeeeee!
*the tiring, stressful week has ENDED! =)
*imissmySUPERFRIENDS BIIIIIGtime.
and so it all boil down to:
C.E.L.E.B.R.A.T.I.O.N! =)
it all started saturday aftie. i went out with rocky. the musikahan festive in the city had its finale yesterday so the place was kinda boring but we still HAD FUN. we always have fun when were together anyway. LOL! :D
i don't wanna put everything into detail basta it was sunday morning na when we went home. i rode a bus to davao. had to go to rynie's house and finish our paperworx in english. but just when i arrived at exactly 1oam, SUPERFRIENDS bombarded me with text messages saying we're having a get-together. crap, i'm effing tired but i just can't resist. i miss them so so so much. i haven't seen them for a month. it's always rocky and rocky. grrrrrr. this time, i'll be with THEM. funny thing is, when i hopped in the bus again, this time going to tagum, i realized i left my wallet. i only brought with me my coin purse. the ticket costed 72php and surprisingly, my money was exactly just as such! whoooa! Oh God, You do really want me to go. hehehehe
venue? Elena's Inland Resort. so what's this gathering all about? it was not just celebrating good times but it's more of the thought that we all miss each other super much and we have that urge- we have to see each other now and it's like there's no tomorrow. LOL. dba mas exciting pag unplanned? weeeeeeee! ^.^
the night was full of silly stories, laughs, girl talk ofcourse, and it's good to know that they're all happy. seeing their smiles and giggles, hearing their i'm-over-it dramas, their rants over their boyfriends, always make me feel relieved.
we went home early. t'was 12mid when we parted ways. we wanted to party @ eyeball disco house but since 3 of us were restricted by their parents, we decided to just resume everything by saturday. wow. gimik just ended, another gimik set.
how i wish i could freeze these moments. happy times. no worries. off with problems. away with the anxieties. big grin. chillax. havin a taste of the good life. uplifting. savor good memories with the best people in the whole world. sigh.
niwei, how did i get back without a single penny in hand? i told you, with them, nothing's to worry about. came home safe and sound. =)